What do I do about this? At first it was exhaustion that kept me from stitching - gut wrenching exhaustion from working two jobs all summer and running myself into the ground. Then one job ended for the season and the other picked up. Since I am a sucker for punishment I found another job and planned to work two at once again but my regular employer questioned me dedication since I was planning to moonlight so I left that job. I am now housesitting/babysitting for a couple weeks and after that I will be unemployed.
I am actually relieved about my upcoming unemployment. I have been so exhausted since the summer I have been nodding off at the wheel of the car, falling asleep sitting up and unable to concentrate on anything. Exhaustion bred depression and depression enhanced the exhaustion until I was completely immobile. I have now been sleeping and little else for ten days or so and it is time to either start stitching again or give it up.
How to start??? It seems that my muse has passed away quietly over the last few months and I am not sure she is coming back. Advice anyone???